To my friends and multi profilers

Since returning to blogging
I have noticed a lot of absent friends.
I have also learnt that some of those who
touched my world and influenced me were
multi profilers.

I admit I have two profiles -
one Newyearchic and this one -
but I have never hidden the fact
or acted as a seperate individual.
Those of you who know me understand
why I made the change.

What hurts is that they made their way into my heart
and my prayers as seperate individuals
Each one meaning different things to me,
I was decieved - but worse still they were
decieving themselves.

In a world of shattered and scattered emotions
it might be hard to accept yourself as one person.
I think this is perhaps the reason I stopped blogging,
my id was shattered and I could no longer write as I once had.

I have a firm belief in people attaining the best they can,
I always believed that if we stood together as friends
we would become stronger within ourselves.
I think I am beginning to doubt my own judgement.
There is a fine line between love and hate
Perhaps even a finer one between the truth and deceit.

How can people hope to build up friendships when they
have difficulty accepting themselves as individuals?

Here is my wish to you all
May you learn to accept yourselves
Knowing that being you is enough.
May you be your own best friend.