dec 26 2008

With less than a week to New Year
do you have any resolutions to make?
What are your motivating factors?
Do you feel making a decision on New years eve
gives you a little more resolve to see things through?

Last week I truely believed I would not see next year in.
This year has definitely not been one of my best and
I threw myself into work, pushing my limits doing the impossible
at times I was lucky to get a couple of hours sleep a night before getting up and throwing myself back into work.

I truely believe that what we think and feel influences our health so when my heart started playing up I believed it was just because I had a broken heart and hard work would solve the problem. I am stubborn and insist on doing things my way.

My blood was not carrying enough oxygen around my system and I was literally suffocating myself. my blood pressure was averaging around 240/140 and my hands were cold and blue.
I felt like a walking time bomb.

This year I am going to try and take things a little easier.

Make a decision and then make it right.
There just are no wrong decisions.
You could go this way, or that way,
and either way will eventually get you to where you want to be.
But in the moment you start complimenting yourself
Is the moment you allow yourself to start living.